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This blog is no ordinary blog.
This blog is where I express myself all in all; no boundaries whatsoever.
We all know how hard it can be to just be ourselves when we interact with people before our very eyes; basking in their presence.
Well, I face that too, obviously.
Therefore, let my feelings, thoughts, and memories flow through the whole page as I'll take you through my life; one step at a time.
No hesitations, that's the way I roll.

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Monday, 25 October 2010

Boy, you drive me wild when you're around; but you drive me insane when you're not.

I miss you so fcking much. Come back to me soon.

@ 22:58

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And I'll wait for your return.

@ 22:40

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@ 22:32

Old tv set.

The old tv set.

It doesn't work anymore :'(

Plus I don't remember how I got those splatter-like patterns on the screen at all.

That aside.

He called me again from Indonesia :D Mira called too! Am missing them both :( Come back home soon guys T_T. Nabilah misses you ♥

@ 08:38

Hallo.

Sunday, 24 October 2010

ELLO'.

Currently 2 pm here; a Monday.

Now you must be wondering of why the hell am I not in school. Simple. I fell ill. Not only that, I'm not emotionally at peace right now. I miss him so bloody much... I thought I could at least survive for 4 days. Well too bad for it's the second day now and I feel like a week had just passed.

Crud. There's been times when I simply couldn't take it and ending up breaking down. I miss his voice... *sigh*. Every single day, I pray for his safety there. Every single day, I pray that I could see him soon. But, in the end, he's definitely worth waiting for :)

RIGHT. Enough of that.

My stomach is growling; I have no appetite and I am realll grouchy today. Hurmph :| I hope you guys are doing a better job/having a better day there. FORGET ABOUT THE WORLD FOR ONCE..... I don't even know why I just typed that. Random, I guess. Haha, alright, I'll be going now. I'll update soon. Byebye :)

@ 23:02

what time is it?

1:03 AM.

I can't sleep; I'm not feeling well(possibly due to the haze); Missing my girlfriends Mira & Qur, and most importantly missing him :(

God... 9 more days.

A week actually.

BAH HUMBUG.

I'll pray for your safe return guys... I will ♥

@ 10:03

I MISS YOU :(

I miss my husband :(
Come home sooonnn dear
Well, he's on this school trip to some part of Indonesia.
Been praying for his safety during his flight the whole day.
Called me 2 hours ago.
He immediately yelled "I LOVE YOUYOUYOUYOU" over the phone
Was choking up tears upon hearing that :(
Successful at that though haha
....
I'm going to and already missing him for the next 9 days....
come back sooonnnn....♥

@ 09:57